Heart Broken....
Journal Entry: Thu Apr 10, 2008, 7:27 PM
- Mood:
Emotional - Listening to: Who cares, I'm hard of hearing!
- Reading: My horoscope to see when my life ends
- Watching: Heart shapes break
- Playing: knives
- Eating: Chalupas!
- Drinking: poison
Based on real events at my college. Thanks a lot.
Vanished
By David Grigorian
Thunder rumbled, lightning bolts flashed blinding me,
I rushed through the grass fields in the park,
The cold rain drops pelted my face,
Autumn leaves whirled around me,
I heard the wind wail mirroring my pain.
I remember the night my defenses faltered,
When she hugged me warmly like no one else,
Being a gullible fool, I thought she meant it,
I threw open the gates to my world for her,
Welcomed her in like a princess,
I grew closer to her,
She claimed that hugging me was a mistake,
Pushing me aside like a garbage bag,
I was nothing to her,
She didn’t care how much she hurt me.
Now I’m here, all alone,
I spread my arms wide and stand against the rain,
Tears stung my eyes and spilled out,
She ripped the very core of my world,
I was ruined, hurt, I could never heal,
I screamed, “Undo my mistake!”
A series of lightning bolts flashed,
I fell on my knees, breathing hard,
I missed her tender hug,
I bellowed, “Oh, the great storm! Feel my pain! Undo my mistake!”
A bright flash blinded me from the above,
My bones vibrated from the thunder.
The morning sun glowed like a red coal over the city,
People rushed about minding their businesses,
All the leaves have fallen on the ground and were covered in the thin frost,
My body remains were never found,
The memories of me have been erased
I had never existed,
I was never born,
I had vanished.
Lonely